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Saturday, 01 March 2008

  • Week #4: The Ordinary

    this week has been pretty uneventful.  work has been just coasting, but i suppose it's the calm before the storm.  my exploration of baltimore has been restricted to wherever my feet can take me, so that means pretty much just the area around my apartment.  however, the past 2 weekends i went to new places with 2 different groups of people.  even though i did different things with them and went to different places, i had the same outcome: fun!  although, i think i should not drink as much, or maybe i should just eat more?   dancing is so much fun, but minus the crazy guys who try to butt into a circle of girls or throw elbows into your back and the drama queen biatches who keep pushing into you or try to cut you in the bathroom line.  you all (girls) know what i'm talking about, right?

    i had fun both weekends at these different places, doing different things, and with different groups of people.  but what sucks is that both groups are of students!  and now they are in midst of exams or finals are coming up, so who am i going to hang out with on these upcoming weekends?!  man, i miss my car and driving.  that would help...

    speaking of driving, my co-worker asked me to pull her car out of a tight parking spot and then we found a wendy's for lunch.  that was totally awesome: driving and wendy's!  two things i've been craving since i've been here!  anytime i see stupid and/or crazy people driving (i.e. cutting people off, making wrong turns, or doing something illegal while driving), it makes me miss philly.  sad, huh?

    ok, it seems that there is no point to this entry, hence its title.

    hopefully, there will be interesting stuff to write about soon...in the meantime, i'll substitute my boring-ness with a few pics i found in my blog's photo storage:

    i miss my sister! she's currently in st. kitts/nevis for a month for work at the four seasons resort!  i wish i was in the caribbean right now!


    i miss my cousins too! and there's more of them!


    i miss my cool, gorgeous grandmother!


    i even miss my dorky dad and goofy brother!


    i miss this girl too! my goddaughter is so adorable, cute, and smart!


    okay, hmm maybe it seems that this entry turned into one about how i miss home and my family...





Sunday, 24 February 2008

  • Week #3: The Pictures

    i don't have many pics of my new place since my stupid camera doesn't work.  but my mom was able to take a few when they came to visit.  these pics are the greatest, but at least they're something since i've been getting some requests for pics!

    my bathroom  

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    my bathroom

    the kitchen and dining area the kitchen and dining area

    my room sorry for the blurry pic, but this is my bedroom so far (it still needs some more interesting stuff/decor, but i'm working on it gradually). i love have a bigger bed now (even though it's only a full, it's an upgrade from a twin!)

    the common room the common room. i love that we get a lot of natural light as these two walls are all window.  i also love that i can check the weather just by seeing what the people on the street are wearing (we're on the 2nd floor).  but then again, it's like 20 degrees warmer in our apartment than outside so the morning cold feels great and refreshing.  this room is so comfy to chill and watch tv (if stupid comcast actually worked!)

    view from common room the view from the window behind the tv.  it looks out onto the intersection of charles and saratoga and onto the superfresh.

    view from my room the view from my room. nothing exciting. construction, starbucks, and parking garage. at least i can see my favorite number on the building and i love how the orange glow from the streetlamps pours into my room at night.  i don't like the construction noise and sirens so much though...

    the wall in between my bathroom and walk-in closet the wall in between my bathroom and walk-in closet, displaying some pics from my travels, above the single piece of furniture bought for my place.  how lucky am i to get furniture passed onto me from my aunt and parents!

    my walk-in closet my big closet! it looks much better now and has a little less stuff, but yes, i know i have a lot of stuff.  can you believe this is only 75% of my stuff from home?

    my desk/storage space me at my desk, which i no longer use for writing papers and doing schoolwork! and i have more room for stuff than i know what to do with.

    now onto some pics from home...

     my room at home this is the only pic i was able to take of my room before i left.  even though i won't miss all of the yucky pink of iced blush (aka my room), i still miss my loungy room.

    new kitchen i miss cooking in our renovated kitchen...

    old kitchen from the same angle, this is what our kitchen used to look like. drastic change, huh?

    my new bathroom at home i miss my renovated bathroom, especially my shower! 2 showerheads (one of which is one of those raining, overhead thingys) and tiles all over!

    my new bathroom at home i wish i had a pic of my old bathroom so you can see the major difference, but i absolutely love my bathroom at home, especially the glass-tiled wall!

    even though i miss my "new" home ("new", since almost all of it got renovated or additions), i'm still happy to be here in baltimore and having a whole new experience!

    besitos!

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Saturday, 16 February 2008

  • Week #2: The Firsts

    last thursday (the 7th) was my first day of work, but i already described that.  but that weekend was my first "real" weekend in baltimore as the previous weekend was when i moved in.  i didn't really feel like going out on friday, so i did stayed in for a more chill, laid-back night.  saturday morning was the first time i did laundry in the apartment building, but nothing exciting about that.  i'm just glad that the extra laundry room is on my floor (apparently 2nd floor occupants pay extra for that).  i now realize that from now on i'm doing my own laundry, and not my parents' too.  i suppose its the new status of ownership makes me want to take better care of my stuff and the apartment, hence the major cleaning of my room/bathroom and the apartment.  it's been so long since i've lived on my own terms, but something about this time around makes it all different.  i'm not living on my own because of school or studying abroad, but just because.  and that feels amazing.  i can already tell that things are getting better for me for the first time, especially since around this time last year was when i started to have difficulty with various aspects of my life.  it took a year, but everything is taking an upturn.  i have arrived at that point where i can now be happy for me because of me, period.  that's not to say there won't be ups and downs, but at least i know i can take responsibility for my life and have a say in where it goes, wherever that may be.  and for the first time, i feel liberated, in many senses of the word.

    this past sunday was the first time i went to church in a long while.  i went to the basilica a few blocks from my place and it is the first catholic cathedral in the country.  it just undergone a renovation and i must say, just to sit in such a beautiful, serene, airy (religious) building, i would go to church every sunday at 10:45 (and gasp, i was early!).  i pretty much only go to church (when i do) to make my parents happy, and based on what i wrote above, you're probably asking why i'm doing it for my parents despite my diminishing/questioning belief in the institution of catholicism.  i do it because it's not harming me per se; it's just one hour one day a week, and actually being in a church is one of the few places where i can feel at peace.  i don't know what it is, maybe the silence, the art, the architecture, the high ceilings, etc. but i definitely feel more calm and serene.  definitely a good place to think and be alone with your thoughts.  another reason why i go is because i think i owe them some kind of source of happiness because of everything they have done for me throughout my entire life.  even though i have told them about my questioning of the religion, it surprisingly never blew up into a heated argument, but they still expect me to go to church (or at least hope that i do).  for the ambience (and the cute guys i saw haha) and my parents' happiness, i think i'll be going to church more often...(maybe).

    this past monday was the first time i got to flash my work id and it actually doesn't look that bad. what was embarassing was that i spilled coffee all over my coat and did not realize it until a woman in the lobby said, "you're spilling your coffee".  good thing i asked for napkins back at the coffee place, because i subconsciously knew that i would do something klutzy like that.  i always do.  i suppose that notorious work habit of mine (spilling liquids, especially tea/coffee) transported over here.  but at least i get to work on time now, and even early (15-30 minutes early!). yup, me the perpetual late-arriver (basically add 15-30 minutes to whatever time i tell you i'm going to arrive), is actually early to work on a usual basis.

    skipping to thursday, i went out to dinner with my roommate and her friends for the first time.  it was an anti-valentine's/my half-birthday/celebration of midterms and assignments being over dinner at lemongrass, a hip thai restaurant.  may (my roommate) almost met jennifer aniston there, and by the looks of the place, i wouldn't be surprised.  aesthetically, it's a very cool and trendy place.  the food was good too, even though a little spicier than what i could handle, and the drinks made up for it.  surprisingly, we paid a reasonable price to share an appetizer, 3 entrees, a dessert, a bottle of wine, and drinks.  may's friends are phd students at johns hopkins's school of public health too, and they are sooooo fun and awesome people.  it's amazing the things they have done so far and what they plan to do, but they are also real and down-to-earth.  it was definitely a great time.

    my final "first" of the week happened yesterday (friday).  i took public transportation for the first time here.  i had to go to hunt valley (a suburb north of the city) for an excel workshop arranged for me by my job.  i paid for a roundtrip ticket from the machine at the light rail stop and i got on, but i didn't see a machine to insert it or no one checked the passengers my whole trip up (which was 45 minutes!).  people just got on at any door and sat down. weird.  and it's not like this city doesn't need money or development.  same thing happened on my trip back home.  am i missing something here?  oh and if you're wondering, i actually learned some useful stuff for excel.  now if only excel on my computer worked...but i guess what the more important realization i had from my trip was that i missed home for the first time since i've been here.  all those trips on septa to and from school/work

    sorry for such the long update.  i'll try to keep my weekly updates shorter, or write updates more frequently...(but don't count on that...)

    until next time...

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Thursday, 07 February 2008

  • Week #1: The Transition

    i moved down to baltimore this past saturday, along with a lot of crap i have! i think i must have brought 75% of my stuff down. i wish my camera worked so i could have taken pics of my crap in my renovated house, which i was leaving behind, and of my crap in my new apartment.

    i'm thankful for my tita violy and jerome for giving me a lot of furniture for free (including my full-sized bed, sofa bed, 2 shelves, and desk) and helping my brother and dad load it into the uhaul. i'm also grateful that my parents drove down with me and helped me move in and get everything set up.  (well, i'm basically grateful to them for everything in my life.) so moving on...

    1) apartment: so nice! i have my own bathroom and walk-in closet in my bedroom. one wall is all window so i get lots of natural light during the day. i love waking up to the light (and sound of cars and construction - sometimes) and going to sleep with the cool orange glow from the streetlights. i'm only on the 2nd floor, fyi. so there are 2 towers in my apartment complex with 27 floors each (i think) and it's attached to a plaza that has a food court, a superfresh, a cleaners, wine store, coffee store, etc. the proximity to such amenities (including banks, restaurants, pharmacies) was a definite plus. not to mention its 4.5 blocks away from my job! i can walk to it (although the steep incline is a little daunting, especially in heels!) and because of that i don't have to rush, and dare i say it, i could even be on time, or even early! anyways, back to the topic of the apartment...it's so nice looking too! it looks like a hotel! i think it used to be office buildings. the downside is the parking in the garage below the complex is mad expensive and with a waiting list! needless to say i didn't bring my car and trying not to need it (even for work-related purposes) for at least a few months. that is going to be a lot for me to get used to! i miss my car! the common room gets a lot of natural light too, with 2 of the main walls are windows all across. the kitchen is nice too, even without having granite countertops and stainless steel appliances. the laundry room is on my floor, there's an outdoor pool, a fitness center, a business center, a sweet community room, guest suites that are nicer and cheaper than hotel rooms, 24-hr front desk security, and more! we'll see if all these things live up to the excitement, but then again, i have yet to do my laundry, the pool isn't open, and i doubt i'll use any of the other stuff! besides the 3:45 am wake up call from the false fire alarm the other day (it reminded me of those weekly early morning fire alarms at hill, standing in shorts and tanks in the wintertime cold) and the cable and shower issues - which have been resolved, i like where i live. it's convenient, safe, nice, and reasonably cheap!

    2) my roommate: another reason why i like where i'm living is because of my roommate. she's 24, thai, from california, and a 1st-year phd student in population health at jhu's bloomberg school of public health. she's so cute and adorable, fun, nice, chill, and smart. i really lucked out with the apartment and her (i didn't know much about her till after we worked things out) because she was looking for a roommate through craig's list, and yes, i know cl can be shady. but after some phone calls with her and the guy that was moving out (due to a new job, not her!), seeing the place with my parents, and meeting her with my friend reisey, it seemed like it would work out. and it has been! so glad that the roommate situation is working out! 

    3) mt. vernon: the area i live in is in the downtown (which is nothing compared to philly's), but known for its cute restaurants and shops, cultural events, and art/music. it's where's jhu's peabody institute is, so it makes sense. the people are very nice, even saying hi and good morning to me on the street. i have yet to still fully explore the area, but when i first saw this area, i immediately fell in love with it and knew that i wanted to live in this area for what it offers, its proximity to my job, and it's not as crazy and busy as other areas that are up and coming. although i live closer to the harbor and what is the more conventional idea of downtown, the cool things of mt. vernon are still very close. other areas of the city are fun, like federal hill for the bars and nightlife, and probably canton and fells point from what i hear, but i have been so busy to really check out the rest of baltimore, even inner harbor! so whenever somebody comes to visit, you know what we're going to do!

    4) my job: so today was my first day at my job. just to recap for those who don't know, the reason why i moved to baltimore was for this job as a grants specialist/analyst with the ryan white program in the baltimore city health department. basically, the city's health department gets federal money for ensuring that the uninsured, underinsured, and those that have no other means (generalization here) and have hiv/aids get quality hiv care and services. so as part of that federal grant, a clinical quality management program is established and that's where i work, helping review agencies to make sure they meet standards and goals and helping them implement recommendations to do so. assessing federal and local standards, collecting and analyzing data, evaluating agencies based on data, writing reports and recommendations, and then help to implement them - that's what we do. i'm excited by the thought of all of that! despite government bureaucracy and my nervousness, anxiety, and fear, i'm excited! my first day wasn't all that exciting though, just orientation, getting my computer set up, and reading lots of materials. boy, do i have a lot of stuff to read. apparently the program is going through significant infrastructural changes that they are expanding the staff, so i'm only the 2nd new hire in the slew of new employees to come. i'm gonna hafta try to get over the space of the office as it's pretty much open and you can hear people talking, especially when they're on the phone because there's only one line for the whole office! i haven't attempted to answer the phone because i'm afraid that when i do, it'll be someone looking for how to access a particular service and i wouldn't know what to tell them yet! and the one time, i did answer the phone call transferred to me, they were looking for raven, the administrative assistant! yes, there's another raven in the program! crazy! not two johns or marys, two ravens! so they refer to her a lot and i keep thinking they're talking about me! we're going to have to figure out how to distinguish the ravens in the group.

    boy, i think that's a lot for now. i wish i could put up pictures to make it more interesting, but i need a new camera!

    any recommendations for a good, reasonably-priced digital camera?

    keep me posted with your vidas!

    :>

Saturday, 02 February 2008

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